It is really so upsetting to hear and see so many people my age depressed. This is the age when you can do anything you want! You can reinvent yourself. You can move. You can search for jobs you like. You are for the most part healthy. I just do not understand why some people my age feel the need to never be happy. It's really heartbreaking. There is no reason! You have the power to change your circumstances, no matter how bad an outcome looks. You can at least change your outlook about it. I guess that is harder for others to put into motion. Just a word of advice though to those who act like their world is falling apart 24/7: Things can always be worse. ALWAYS. You are living, breathing. Turn your situation around yourself. Change isn't impossible.
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Time to look back on my weekend:) Im still pretty sick. Not sure what I have. But A few of my friends also have it haha Regardless of what it is, it's no fun and I will most likely be sleeping a lot tonight in hopes of casting it away. My weekend probably didn't help in getting better, however was fun and completely worth it.
I forget which day last week it was but I finally got to see my Courtney! I had missed her so much. We had a sleepover slumber party where she's staying. We went and saw the Unborn with our friend Mike and his friend. After the late show, we snuck in to see the ending of Twilight (probably against the guys' wishes haha) Then went back to the Fear Before house to play Ouija to further creep ourselves out lol. It was a lot of fun. Then her and I passed out. It was a good nights hangout!
Then friday Courtney asked if I wanted to help do merch for the show at the Ogden friday night. Dave and I were probably the best merch partners, not to toot our own horn or anything jk. It was a lot of fun though! Those 3Oh!3 fans are insane! There were so many of them and they definitely kept us busy all night. It was a lot of fun though, and quite a good show. I saw a video on Mr. Reinhard's page and figured I'd post it as well haha It's a video he took at the show. :) You can see Miss Swan, Kam, Adam, Melanie, Marina, etc just having fun:) How it should be haha And although technology is repelling me at the moment. For now I'll just put the link to it for you to see haha When it allows me, I'll post it. It's fun though. The crowd looks amazing! Sold out show. Good job boys!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUA5wNIhofw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUA5wNIhofw
After the show, Courtney and Dave and I hit up Wendys and played Scene It on her Xbox at the Fear house till like 430am. Then her and I went upstairs to fall asleep to Twilight haha It was quite the lovely night. *sigh* good friends. I'm a lucky girl!
Then saturday I came back from aurora and met up with My lovely Ashley Mouw and we went to Fort Collins for the night. Went to dinner with her and my other 2 Ashleys! haha And then Miss Lanham's friend from Argentina. It was fun. They all went out while Ash to Mouth and I (sorry but it makes me laugh missy! HAHA) went to her apt to finish packing up her stuff/did a photoshoot with her. She looked hot hot hot!:) Pictures to come! I can't wait to play around and photoshop again when it loads on my computer. Not that hers really needed anything. Working with a natural beauty is easy for photoshopping haha
So that was my weekend. I'm still exhausted. But it was a blast. I love my friends! They are truly amazing.
Hmm any more updates...
Job interview in Denver on Tuesday! It's a great job! I'm excited and really hope I get it. I was talking to Papa Geha tonight and we got on the subject about if I get the job, and investing. Something I didn't think I was completely mature enough for yet haha But honestly, now's the best time for real estate if you can afford it! I mean, the thought of buying my house seemed like such a distant hope. But they way my dad put it, with that job, it's possible. And monthly may be cheaper than renting! So that is definitely a possibility. I have my eye on this amazingly adorable house in Denver. May be out of price range though. And the good part is, if I want to move at anytime, I can just rent out my house! *sigh* Could be a great idea. So we shall see. Wow...adult life. Kind of scary haha
Aside from that, just seeing where things take me for now! Computer is back! Car is coming back! Possibly a job! Maybe future investments! Things are looking up and I could not be happier. Also, for your own health, I highly recommend this album:
COCONUT RECORDS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mTzEp4CeWT8
I'd post the video but youtube is hatin right now. haha But there is the link to a song...
It's pretty amazing and makes me smile<3
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