What's Important

This last month has made me re prioritize my life. I feel like every so often, everyone needs to step back and regain what is important in their life. People get lost in the hustle and bustle of life and lose sight of what they should be spending more time on. Family and close friends. I'm guilty of this. Everyone is! I work and work and I love my job. I'm gone all day, only to come home, rarely see my family, go out, come home, and do this cycle over again. More time needs to be spent with my family, cause they are and always have been there for me. And I'm here for anything they need.

I recently got some bad news, and my family isn't quite sure yet of the complete results. We won't know for awhile. But let's just say that I wish it were me. I would trade her places in a heartbeat. It seriously pains me to know that she has to go through all this and the stress. I went out to arizona for sister/sister time and had an amazing trip. It got our minds off it for a little bit at least. I just wish I could see her everyday. But I'll be out there at the drop of a hat if needed. Even if it involves flying on a plane with a man that won't stop his creepin, and tells me he isn't human. (Biggest character ever haha).

What I'm getting at is my family and TRUE friends are my life. If you need me, don't hesitate to ask me for anything. I love you all and I would do anything for you.

Situations like this make me realize that sometimes, as terrible as it sounds, I keep more filth in my life than needed. I am not a dramatic person. I absolutely am repulsed by drama and dramatic people. Yet, I find that I am around it more than I care to be. I don't know why haha I had a friend tell me that I do this because I like to be there for people or that I'm drawn to people who are broken, cause I'm a handygirl and want to fix things. I think they are right. haha I'm trying really hard to keep this to a minimum. Of course I'll be there for my close friends, but it's gotten to the point where I no longer feel like being walked on. I don't want to be a push-over. If you are an ounce of drama in my life, you will rarely hear from me. End of story.

And boy does it feel good! I have enough to stress over in life. Why add to it? :)

Aside from my mumbling, I have realized that I have not written in quite some time! A lot has happened. I saw Kelly in AZ. My brother came out too and is loving arizona. I'm so glad! I'm job hunting/apartment hunting in Denver. Cannot wait to live with Trisha again!

Done a bunch of photo shoots; behind and in front of the camera. Photography is such a release for me. I'm glad I finally found my destresser to life. yes please!

I am hoping to go on a roadtrip still in july with the lovely sean and blair and ash if she can join! I need to see some old friends <3

Aside from that, I have new photos on flickr!



And yeah! I'll probably think of more later, but for now, I'm grateful for everything in my life. And everyone in my life.

"I don't care how poor a man is; if he has family, he's rich." ~Dan Wilcox



Besos!