I guess I am to partially blame. I knew deep down you would hurt me. And...I allowed it. I just didn't think you would go to such lengths. I realize now how much my feelings meant to you, and that hurts me the most. Even as a "friend", you had no consideration. None. And I was all but too supportive of you and did not receive it in return.
Not only am I going through some rough patches, but you just added to it. Maybe I needed that to temporarily forget about the other? Thanks for that I guess haha. All in all, I have been let down by what I hoped would be a significant person in my life. Whether it be relationship-wise or just a friendship. It's gone and I don't think I can trust myself with you anymore without being hurt. I do not deserve it. No one does.
So...fresh start for me? Yeah. I do know though, that I have the most Amazing and supportive friends. Im truly blessed! In the end, I have surrounded myself with people that honestly deserve to be in my life. Just as I am lucky to be allowed in theirs. Thank you guys for everything! You mean so much to me...
Well, cheers to a new start, with my wonderful family/friends:) I cannot wait for everything the future holds. I know everything works out for a reason.
“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”-Howard Thurman
Ps. This makes me laugh so hard. Do not know why haha
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